Summer was a bit slow in raising funds and I had a few emotional setbacks, but I remind myself that I'm only human! I must allow God to do the work in me so He can also do His work through me!
I managed to wake up at 5 a.m. yesterday to spend some time with God before the madness of the first day of school started. I felt great! I read from 1 Peter and I also read my daily devotional, "My Utmost for His Highest," by Oswald Chambers. He always gives me the spiritual slap in the face that I need. I felt great. I can say that almost from the beginning of my prayer time, I felt connected to the Lord. I know I cannot go by feelings, but that was beautiful. It made the difference in my day! I felt very sleepy (woke up at 5, remember? Only slept 3 hours), but I felt joyful and hopeful for the things to come!
Today, however, I woke up an hour late and missed my time with the Lord :( So I did the whole tiptoeing-hold-keys-tightly-so-husband-doesn't-wake-up thing when I came back from school. I went right into the Word, spent some time with my Father, and attempted to get to work! Ugh! Excuse my venting. I feel mentally blocked. I am writing a play on bullying that the drama team, Route 3:16 will be performing for the community and I'm stuck! I cannot seem to think and when I do, I feel blank most of the time. The subject is something I'm passionate about. I'm not sure what's going on in my brain, but it better pass ASAP! So, prayers are appreciated! This will be done, in Jesus' name!
I will try to remain sane today! Just kidding...I have the mind of Christ!